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see? ready? [thuds][man]oh! shit! goddamn it! ##[punk rock]
Bass Pro Shops Myrtle Beach, #ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah # [man]#i was a teenage anarchist # #looking for a revolution # #i had the stylei had the ambition #
#read all the authorsi knew the right slogans # # there was no warbut the class war # #i was readyto set the world on fire # #i was a teenage anarchist # #do # # you remember # # when you were youngand you wanted to set the world on fire? # hello, there. pennywisefrom hermosa beach, california.how you doin'? [cheering]##[continues]
you can take a garbage canand throw it through a car window, and someone will say,"what the hell are you doing?"you know, it's punk. you can do... and just say "i'm punk." it's just that kind of willfulnesswith a bit of insanity thrown in,a whole ton of"fuck you." goin' against the grainwhen everyone else tells you no,that's punk rock. punk rock was supposed to beabout no responsibility, no rules.i'm gonna to do things my way. in your face. whaaa! we're at the wiltern an hour beforesocial distortion is gonna go on,
and betsy calls me, my wife, she goes,"my water broke. i'm having a baby." and i'm just like, "oh, god.i don't know what to do." you're gonna be the proud fatherof a little girl. i remember at that pointit was like everything went silent. some of the guys were like,"what, you're gonna have a kid?" having a baby changed everything. and you hear that. you hear that.and it totally did. wade, don't hit himwith a stick, please. thank you. i was on the streetfrom a real young age.i was headed for trouble.
our dads weren't there, man.and so, fuck you. there's nothing reallyin the punk rock ethos thatprepares you for being a dad. #do you remember # # when you were young ## this picture was takenon the day we got to hawaii, and i was playing in, uh,washington, d.c. it was my birthday. and i flew home and got in at midnight. and then woke up the next morning...
and got my kids and packed them upand got on a plane and went to hawaii. and then we got there and thatwas like the first day of vacation... after i'd been gone for like three weeks. so, it was, like, "yay! everyone's backand it's normal time with dad around again." are you giving me a doll... a barbie dollto take with me on the road?yes! i don't think she'd be very happyon the road. she might get in troubleon the tour bus. i've been doing this for 20 years,being a singer for a punk band. rock belt. that's wherethe magic happens.
um, i'm not even surethat these are clean. [sniffs]i just found these, but, you know... [girl]you want me to get youa different pair? [jim lindberg]we have a big album coming out. you know, a lot of touringin front of us. got open house at school,i'll be in myrtle beach. got a birthday party,i'll be in west palm beach. my anniversary,i'll be in st. petersburg. sometimes i'll be here,sometimes i'll be gone.
no, i can't take 20 barbies.i'll take one. for the first time,my oldest daughter said,"i hate it when you leave. you know, i really don't like it. " it's heartbreaking. [kevin]twenty years on, pennywise is still rockin'with a new album coming out. and, of course, reason to believeis what that's called. you're leaving right after the key club show.aren't you heading tojapan and then downto australia, and you're gonna do it all. this is the ever-important shave kit. everything in there.everything i need to keepmovin' on the road.
antacids. super important,'cause you eat like shit. pennywise is likeone of the pillars of punk. certainly in the punk of my generation,they are a band that really stayed the coursefor so many years. shake hands all day.gotta get hand sanitizer. the hair dye.gotta keep the dream alive. keep people thinking that i'm 20,when i'm twice that age. pennywise took us on ourfirst australian tour ever. right then, pennywise was breakingin australia. huge in australia. and blink was nobody back then.
they were like mentors to us. trimmer, 'cause now you're startingto get hairs in weird places. bunch of hats to hide the "receda." receding hairline hasto be hidden from view. that's okay, guys. i got it.[chuckles] ##[punk: lindberg singing] # i say # # we're gonna open your eyes # # frustration, domination #
# feel the rage of a new generation # #we're livin', we're dyin' # #and we're never gonna stop # # stop tryin' # #stop tryin'## i have my first two daughters' namestattooed, but, um, i don't havethe third yet. it's taken a long time,and now they're kinda fighting... over who gets kate's nameon their side. you're a rose.
and what am i?[chuckles] i could make you a rhinoceros.what do you want? i don't know.an armadillo. no![chuckles] nope.[woman]a unicorn. unicorn?[chuckles]a butterfly. a butterfly. unicorn, i don't know.i think those tattoos havekinda gone out of style. i want to be a butterfly.you want to be a butterfly? these are all very girlie tattoos.you got to remember i'm a dude,so...
all right, we have to go.we're gonna be late forthis thing anyways. [girl] bye.okay. love you girls.have them go to bed. homework, bath, bed.american idol. american idol. american idol, bath, bed.okay, love you.bye. i told her this morning... uh, i go, "kate, i'm gettingyour name tattooed tonight."and she was so excited. i think she even wanted to share itat school today during her "share"thing. other kids are sharing, like, their dolls... and mine's sharing that her dad'sgetting her name tattooed.
[man]#destination unknown # #ruby, ruby, ruby, ruby soho # #destination unknown # #he's singing # #and she's there to lend a hand # #he's seen his name on the marquee,but she will never understand # [lindberg]i think a lot of the guys in the sceneare feeling the same way. before, i think, when we were younger,we were all very nihilistic and didn't care.live for today, live fast. you know, uh, do whatever you want.
i don't think any of these guysexpected to be around this long. ##[ends]beautiful. baby kate. i'm stoked. we grew up at a...during a different time. we were kinda leftto our own devices. i didn't havea male role model. male role models in my lifewere my dad, who left, right? didn't-didn't paychild support. didn't, um, own upto his responsibilities.
i used to have to salute him. "jack grisham reportingfor inspection, sir,"when he got home. my dad once told me, uh,if i ever get my ears pierced,he'd yank 'em out. my dad hated me.he hated me. i don't know what it is,but your thinking changes. you're that guy thattied a screw out of your neck,and you become ward cleaver. and ward cleaver's a prick. you march right back upstairs,young man, and put on a clean shirt. all right, homie, i think we're gonnaget ready and go to dinner.you got your stuff?
i was doing my choresand i was washing my dad's truck, and i was listeningto a descendents's song,and he walked out. it was a songcalled "parents." and, uh, the, uh...the hook of the song is... "parents,why won't they shut up?parents, they're so f'ed up." and, uh, he walked outright when that was playing,didn't like that song. and i rememberhe ejected the cassette... and took it and threw itin the bucket of wateri was washing his car with. # shit, piss, fuck, cunt,cocksucker, motherfucker #
#tits, fart, dirty twat # [lindberg]i mean, punk rock, in general,is really nihilistic. it was just about doingwhatever you want. and usually whatever you wantmeant causing a lot of trouble... and doing everything that your parentsdidn't want you to do. # i fucked your mom ## [cheering] thank you.thank you so very, very much.[cheering fades] how did we go from rebellingagainst your own parentsto become parents ourselves?
[lindberg]i just remember going out on the blacktopin kindergarten the first time... and just having all those kids look at melike, "there's something wrong with you," and, like, looking at me strange. and this one guy looked at me and said,"oh, yeah. you do that. you make that funny faceand we'll go scare the girls." i was born totally cross-eyed. so it'd be like someone who's likewith irregular faces scaring kids. it, you know, had a weird effect on me. from an early age, i started acting outand acting like a total freak...
just to have peoplelook past my eye condition. and so right when i entered junior highand i was getting in trouble all the time, it was right then when this big musicalbomb dropped on the cultural landscape... and altered music forever. ##[punk] [lindberg]i was 12 years old in 1977. it was a really important timefor me musically, because that's really when musicbecomes a huge part of your life. i started playing with fear,i guess in 1980 or 1981?
punk rock had already been goingfor, like, three or four years or something. you have to be the perfect stereotypicalcalifornia teenager. and if that's not you,you better stand out in some wayor else you're a loser. so, like, for me, it was, like,well, i better find something. thank god i got the guitarand started playing it. ##[ends] [flea]i think the l.a. scene... i think it was less about fashionthan new york or london. l.a. 's a funny city, you know.
it's just a big, sprawling thing,and people get really lonely here. l.a. was morelike these kind oflike... desolate people,kind of desperate people,all kind of coming together. it was a real feeling of bonding. and a real feeling of community.and a real feeling of belonging. [man]#i love livin'in the city # #i love livin'in the city # #my house smells just like the zoo # #it's chock full of shit and puke #
punk rock, when it started,there weren't so many of us. so when you weredriving down the street,if you saw somebody with purple hair, you'd pull over and go,"hey, what are you into, man?" and it was that instant kinshipwhich was really cool. it wasn't cool to be a punk rocker.like you walk down the street,people yelled at you. they made fun of you.they beat you up.they threw shit at you. you can't look likeyou're fitting in to societyif you don't want to fit in society. i used to get beat up every dayfor having green hair. and it was a bunch of misfitswho all came from the samekind ofbackground.
and you felt like you fit in finally. you were, like, "whoa!where the fuck did this come from?why didn't i find this last year?" [lindberg] here's this group of peoplethat will definitely accept me,no matter how screwed up i am. and, you know, that was a feelingthey couldn't get at home,they couldn't get anywhere else. and it was importantto find that in life,or else you just feel cast out. [lindberg]i think in hermosa beach back then,it was a very strange place to grow up. even though we're at the beachand everything's nice and it's clean andwith everything we could possibly want, the underbelly of it all is rotting. [lindberg]you had this huge militarydefense complex surrounding you.
you realized that your mom workedfor air research and your dad workedfor trwworking on satellites. all these things you read aboutin the paper are being built, you know,two blocks from your house. [man narrating]the attacks slashed at north vietnamwith renewed fury. [lindberg]in our generation, our first imagesof politicians... was president nixon resigning. i shall resign the presidencyeffective at noon tomorrow. you had this spiralingdivorce rate in the '70s. so a lot of broken homes,a lot of anger that couldn't beexpressed anywhere else. it was supposed to be ozzie and harrietand the nelson family,and the perfect little family.
but vietnam and nixon and all thatcame along and ruined it. it's almost like you're promisedthe american dream,and you got the nightmare. but in reality, what can people do? do you go throw rocks at windowsor do you... a lot of people decided to play musicthat sounded like a rockgoing through a window. it was like a powder kegready to explode, and it did. in all of l.a., a lot of really influential bandscame from this area, but three of the biggest... black flag,circlejerks and descendents...came from one tiny town. and you'd see these guyswalking around.
but you'd also see their flyers,and they had these really, reallyaggressive, really dark flyers... from raymond pettibon,that were really subversive. a lot of them had prettyhard core images on them... that were against everything in societythat we supposedly hold dear...religion, politics. #die young # #live fast, die young ## [lindberg]i was part of the black flag fan club. i remember bringing home jealous again,the yellow album. that was the best musici'd ever heard in my life,but especially the voice.
ron had a very expressive voice. for me, even to this day,it's the most explosive, genuine,raw album there is. # i don't care what you think # [ron reyes]#i don't care what you think # #i don't care what you say # ##[continues] [lindberg]that was exactly it..."i don't care what you think." and i felt that way so deeply. like, i don't care what you think.
and to hear that just come right outof those speakers, it was just like, yeah! #no, no, no, no, no values # #no, no, no values ## i rented a place in this placecalled the church. and it became kind of the meccafor the south bay punk rock scene... that emerged in my living room. [lindberg]when i was about 15 years old,this guy hired me and my friend to work here. and it was across the streetfrom the church.
in fact, that's why i took the job.i really didn't want to work at all. it was huge for me.it was like a little kid having led zeppelinliving across the street. [reyes]so we kind of created this sceneout of, like, our rehearsal space. everybody was doingeverything that you can imagine. #i was a fuck-up ##[lindberg] that's the one differencefrom the new york scene... and the london scene that i saw a lot. i mean, yeah, they were violent there,but in california it was super violent. - #i was out of my head #- black flag always made me want to go outand drink beer and smash stuff up. like, it scared me, but it also gave melike a boner at the same time,you know what i mean?
just the troublemakingis what attracted me. #i was so jacked upi was so drunk up # #i was so knocked outi was out of my head # #i was so wastedi was wasted ## [flea]and i went to go see, like, black flag,and it was really violent. and people were getting beat upfor having the wrong hair. and i mean beat up, not just like punched.i mean, like, hospitalized. and, like, constant.it was, like, ambulances taking peopleaway from shows all the time. [lindberg]we had a lot of friendsdie along the way.
some died of an overdose,lot of psychological problems. so, you know, and obviously, um,the bass player for our band diedlater on. and, you know, you saw thathappening all the time.so it was like... we knew the dangers were there. and that's what a lot of our songsbecame about, you know... is, uh, you know, living every daylike it's your last, because it could be. [man]it was angry. it was... the lyrics spoke to me.the music was loudand abrasive and fast. the people that i wentto school with hated it.they hated me, i hated them.
it was perfect.it was beautiful. it was beautiful.it was everything i needed. # whoa, oh, oh, oh # # whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh # # whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh ## i thought we were gonnachange the world. the whole thingboggles the mind.it's, like, i don't know. you might say, hey, maybepunk rock was never meantto grow up. but it did. so too bad.
you know, it's like we'rein uncharted territory, you know. [group]#happy birthday, dear brighton # # happy birthday to you ## [all cheering] [lindberg]hey, don't get so excited, brighton. that's it, darling.you can do it. you can do it.[laughs]yay! yes! #we are not menwe are devo # # d-e-v-o #
# ba, ba, ba, ba,ba, ba, ba, ba # it's tough to be a punk rock heroand still be a good authority figurefor your kids. it's almost impossible. [fat mike]when my wife and i decided to have a kid,we made kind of a pact. said we're not gonna change our life. we'll havea good time with the kid.we'll bring this child into our life. but we're not gonna be...we're not changing. it pretty muchchanges everything. i get up a lot earlier now. [man]#i never thought about the universeit made me feel small #
#never thought about the problemsof this planet at all # #global warming # i know you're tired. 'cause it's early. can i carry you there?[chuckles] yeah, i'll carry you. you're welcome. # why think of all the bad thingswhen life is so good? # # why help with an "am"when there's always a "could"? #
#let the whales worryabout the poisons in the sea # #outside of california,it's foreign policy # #i don't want changesi have no reactions # # your dilemmas are my distractions # # that's no way to go,franco un-american # #no way to go, franco un-american # #no way to go, francofranco un-american ## [whistles, chuckles] got to wait for the toast.
[chuckles]there's no gettin' around that. [beeping][sighs] there you go, buddy. our drug use and our sexual perversities... you know, it's all out therefor the public to see. the two dominatrices on my arm?[chuckles] the one tied up with the ball gag?i don't know. how do you explain thatto a four-year-old? #or hang down lowwith the nice australians # #i don't want to be anotherl- don't-care-ican #
never. never.[chuckles] #franco un-american ## one bite. never.never. you will never get a bite. [lindberg]i think that when you're in a band, it extends your adolescencethrough the rest of your life. [whirring]
the cool thing aboutwhat i do for a living... is that the expectation of meas a father is so fucking low. i play in a band,and a punk rock band, and, you know, people see videosand we're running around nakedand we're cursing or whatever. the expectations of meas a parent is flat.[laughs] the bar couldn't be any lower. because i play in a band, people thinkthat i'm just gonna be this, you know... i guess, stumble in drunk...[chuckles] to kindergarten graduationwith a cigarette and a hooker.
um, this is my son keegan.he is almost eight. um, this is spencer.he's 10.hi. and this is kady, who is nine months old. oh, no! whoo! skaters themselves identifiedwith the punk rock movement. [man: punk]#go # do it yourself and doing things thatare different that maybe the mainstreamdidn't accept as well. um, and it just forced... i don't know,there was a synergy that was pretty obvious...
that-that most of the skatersidentify with punk rock. bye, kady. bye.#kids in a fast lane livin'for today # #no rules to abide byand no one to obey # [hawk]it is hard to be homeand to turn that element off. it's the biggest challenge of my life,for sure. #kids of the black hole ## hot on your trail. i wondered whenyou were gonna do that. i thought youwere gonna do a fakie.
# wheels on the busgo round and round # # round and roundround and round # #the wheels on the busgo round and round # #all through the town ## [alexakis]i grew up in a familyfull of yellers, you know. so people screamingand chaos going on,i feel right at home in it. whereas it makesmy partners crazy. and i'm... l-i have to... i've really worked on myselfwith anger managementto not be as much of a yeller.
i try to save that for stage. #yeah, whoo, ohh, ohh # #yeah, yeah # # whoo, ohh, ohh # i got a little girl, natalie,that is 21 months. and i got a son on the wayright when i get off tour. # yeah, yeah # oh, shit.[crying] don't cry. don't cry.don't cry. you're okay.
you're okay.you slipped out of my hand.you're all right. [crying]i know. you're okay. [stops crying] look... ah, that really hurt you.you're smiling.[laughs] ah. yeah, all daddies mess up. daddy! oh, i mean, shoot! shoot! shoot.shoot.
shoot. [hoppus]the other day i was drivingmy son and his friend, and they werein the car seats in the back. jack turned to his friend and said,"you know those bad words?" his friend said,"what do you mean?" he said, "well, words like hateand shit and fuck and fucking... and fuck you and shut up... you're not supposed tosay those things." and i just smiled like,that's my kid.
like, it's all good.[laughs] stop! it never dawned on my thatat one point i'd be a father... and have to buy the clean versionof my albums to play in the car. um, yeah. that's a pickle. [chattering] [mcllrath]there's certain words that we try not toencourage her to be a part ofher vocabulary. those wordswill inevitably become a partof her vocabulary for sure, but in the interim,we can at leastdo our best to, you know...
i don't know, put your fingerin the dike and hopethat it holds for a while. how am i supposed to shelterthe f-word? okay, let's cross this way.wait, wait. aren't wegonna do the corner? yeah. no, we're goin' straightthen across. [lindberg]teaching my kids to do the right thingis incredibly difficult. hey, brighton, what did i say? okay, kate, you know howto use your brakes.yeah. okay.those are very important. hey, brighton rose,what's that all about?
i saidwe're going diagonal. okay. well, i'm not sureif that was cool. ##[radio: punk] [turns up volume] #can't buy you a cadillac,a diamond ring # # there's no doughin the ghetto # #a 9:00 to 9:00got a barmy life # #and i broke all the windows # ##[continues]i don't want to beone of those guys where you're...
pointing the hose at the kidsgoin', "get the hell off my yard."no way. # we're gonna run, run, run ## i try to be a good dad. fake seat belt.[chuckles] still a rebel. how about this one?the pink one? [girl]i don't see that pink one.oh. oh, how about this one?this one's like cool heartsand skulls. look. hey. yeah, let's take my van.
it's cold. listen to this.[farts] ohh! i farted. now it's gonna bereal stinky in here. that was a good one. oh, she's in a hoity-toityprivate school. you can jump from there. go. uh, i don't know, we hang out withher friends'parents, and you know,they're nice enough to us. they're just all so boring though. wow!
hey, wait up, man. like, really? that's your...that's the story you're gonna tell me?that was it? wow. that was your story. boy. morning.see you later. i went to volunteerat the school one time. i went up to the school for somethingand had no idea i was wearing a shirtthat said, "fuck the police" on it. like i was just that clueless. um, that was embarrassing. that definitely was kinda likea "what are you doing, dad?
you're in the principal's officewith a shirt with profanity." one, two, three,one, two, three. ## ["minuet in g"] [girl] i remember one timei was in a ballet class.i was like 12 or 13. we're like going through our class,and one girl went to go tothe bathroom or something, and she came backand she was like, "elizabeth"...that was my teacher's name... she was like, "elizabeth, there'sthis really weird guy in the hall.i'm really freaked out." and everyone looked outand my dad... i think he hada mohawk or something. was wearing like bondage pantsand everyone was like,
"oh, my god. it's okay.just stay in there." i look and i was like,"oh, fuck. it's my dad." ## [continues, off-key] ## [pounding keys] [laughs] you know, sometimesyou think about, like,you know, "oh, shit.should i have tattooedmy forehead?" you know. park. we better get therebefore they shut it down.
but, you know, that lastsabout two seconds. because, to be honest,i am who i am. and hopefully, i will instill in my sonthat you respect people on their merit, not on the way that they look. [man]#said, who would've thoughtthe dreams come true? # #and who would've thoughti ended up with you? # what's working is thati live in san francisco. so you got to basically be naked on firebefore somebody's even going tobat an eye at you. so, i mean, i'm stoked.
what are you doing?and i'm pretty sure there's a lot moreopen-minded people here. it's not like i'm in, uh,little rock, arkansas, right now. hey, you guys want to knowhow to clear out a park? [woman]that sounds great, yeah.[laughs] bring the punker...turn on the camera. yeah, bring a punkerand the camera. get this place to ourselves.high five, pal. high five. let's go. come on.let's go down the slide. lookin'like this, tryin'to raise a kid,that might be a little tougher, you know.
crazy. [whistles] you don't want to doanything that's gonna... inhibit your child's progressionin life. because it's the mostimportant thing in my lifeis this kid now. i kind of choose not to take on, like,could of, would of, should of,or what will be or whatever. i kind of just liketry to stay in the moment. and, um, you know,if i can win over her family...[chuckles] i can win over a fucking school teacher.[laughs]
you know what i mean? so... ohh! look, he's eating a pooright in front of you. how's that taste, dog? dude. this lady told me thatany bad habits your dog has, it's actually your faultfor not training him right. so, when he lays a turd,you put some tabasco on it. i can imagine my neighbor looking overand seeing me putting tabasco on a turdand wondering what the hell i'm doing. poop's on.[chuckles]
there you go.try that on for size.see how you like that. ##[guitar and piano] just the other day i was talking to my kidand i was saying something... and she looked at me and went like... and i could tell she had just turned off. you know, she wasn't listening to meanymore and, like, was giving melike a, "oh, yeah, sure, dad." and right in the middle i go,"don't give me that look. that's...i invented that look." ## [continues] if you want... if you want to requesta pennywise song, you got to adda "fucking" in there.
in the middle.like "every single fucking day." or "living for fucking today." "peaceful fucking day.""peaceful fucking day." "my own fucking country." "my own fucking way of life.""my own fucking way of life." "wouldn't it be fucking nice?" you got... you gotthe fucking picture? penny-fucking-wise. [shouting]
[lindberg]emma, i'm not gonna warnyou again, honey, okay? then you're gonna stay homefrom allison's. it's like you're supposed to be a, uh...a model citizen for your little kid... and show themthe right thing to do. whereas, you know,i'm the exact opposite of that. # fuck 'em all ## in the beginning, i probablylet her do what she wanted,but now i discipline her, for sure. i never hit her.i never spank her.i pinch her. do you want one of these?[laughs]
do you want one of these?no! i just give her, like, the littlegood pinch on her armand she goes... 'cause i don't havethe heart to smack heron her hands or her butt. but, like, i just figure i'll pinch herand she'll get the point, you know?[laughs] ## [strumming] ready?#twinkle # hey, i just turned that off. hey, i'm turning it off, okay?no. ## [plays "rise against"]
you know this one, right? not all of it. sing a part that you know. i don't know all of it. you know how it goes? i'll start it.# now i'm standing on a... # # rooftop # # ready to fall # # i think i'm at the... #
# edge now # # but i could be... ##wrong # # now i'm standing on a... # that's all i know.that's all you know? # ready # # i'm standing on the rooftopready to fall # # i think i'm at the edge now,but i could be wrong # # look out # # now i'm standing on the rooftopready to fall #
now we have to put it in the oven.the oven?we're not putting this in the oven. i've never microwavedpeanut butter before. what if it... explodes? you scared me.[chuckles] #... won't take me # # heights don't phase me # # so take a step # # but don't look downtake a step # ##[fades out]
i think mom and dadmake the rules. i think that's how it goes.right? you're in chargeof your playhouse?mm-hmm. okay. how many playhouses do you have?are you a playhouse tycoon? right now, boston! we got to take careof each other! we'll see you next time! peace! ## [ends]
[penelope spheeris]ron, can you show uswhere you live, please? you mean, like, specifically,like where i sleep?[spheeris] yeah. okay, well, this room is where i live. [spheeris chuckles] this is... this is a two-roomapartment here, right?yeah, this is a... i can't rent a house becausei owe the gas company money. i owe the electrical company money.i owe the telephone company money. so i can't rent a house under my name. so i might as well live in a fucking closetfor $ 16.00 a month, you know.
[reyes]i think what's happening is, like,with me, i'm noticing that actually... i've turned a little bit moreinto my dad... than i would have ever thoughti would have. let's go inside. oh, no.oh, no?what do you mean, oh, no? this is a great record.i wonder if they havethe first blondie record? um... i would go for this one...dirty deeds... because it's gotmy favorite ac/dc song on it.it has my favorite.
"ride on."it has "rocker" on it. okay, so there you go. this one has your dad on it. this was recorded in hermosa beachwhere we used to live.where i used to live, of course. so, um, yeah, what a trip. me and jessica mclntryre looked upyou on wikipedia and we found... a bunch of stuff.[both laughing] that's hilarious. [reyes]when di and i had kids,
we tried hanging onto some of that, you know. going out, going to gigs,getting a little bit wasted... and coming back and, like, you know,trying to breast-feed and change diapers. and it just... it doesn't work. and god bless anybodywho's made it work. but for us, it was like,"this is not gonna work." i don't know if it was a conscious thing.we didn't sit down one day and say,"hey, let's not be punk rockers anymore." but there was a definite, uh,switch in priorities as far as our life priorities. and it became more like,"well, because, you know,i actually have to pay for these diapers."
[man]#a guitar # #collects dust like his heart # #soundless and still # #a girl collapses on her bed # [lindberg]you get some kids and you realizethey need to have their diapers changed, they need to go to the doctor,you need health insurance. and then you need a house for themand then you need clothesand you have a mortgage. and then all of a sudden the system thatyou are fighting against or trying to change, you become part of that system.
# we walk alonewith our troubled minds # #a guitar # #strikes a chord # #hits a misery so hard, so bold # everybody who has high idealsat some point has a crisis, you know, when they have toactually get food on the tableand take care of other people. no one joined pennywiseto make money. no onejoined rancid to make money. no one, uh... we didn't startthe vandals to make money. [lindberg]it kind of slowly became a joband what we did for a living.
we're a working-class band. it's not like we have learjetspicking us up... or, you know, manservantsdoing stuff for us. [escalante]are you really supposed to make moneyfrom, uh... from rock music? do you deserve an income from rock music,especially if you want to have kids too? isn't rock musicfor the wild, rambling guy... who maybe has kidshe doesn't know aboutin each town? and doesn't pay his taxes.and has a drug problem. and dies when he's 34, 35.
#it's time to bring it back ## your life goes through stages,and i don't think any of uswhen we started punk rock, uh, looked at punk rockas a career decision... with a long-term, uh, career pathand a pension plan. [slurps] [kevin lyman] it's funny inthe punk scene, because, you know,i try to always instill that pennywises, the bad religions,the nofx's, the bands are starting to go ontheir 20, 25 years of existence. and it's not been that meteoricrise and fall of these bands.
it's just been a steady...how do you make this a steady business? oh, god, it's killing everybody, dude. [lindberg]how long do you thinkyou can keep doing it... and, you know,supporting your kidand helping out with the... i mean, as far you want to counton record sales, it's over, man. i mean, right now it is. i mean, there's no way we're gonna makeany money on record sales. for a long time,we stayed on an independent label, but it just... this last album...
it just got to the point where that'snot gonna be viable for us anymore. [man]everybody, it's fletcher from pennywise. i've been meaning to ask...the new record, it's been put out onmyspace for two weeks, right? you guys feel good about this newchapter in the pennywise history? i mean, yeah. obviously we've beenon epitaph for about 16 yearsor something like that. it's probably the greatestindependent label in the world. uh, like a family to us.and just can't say anythingbut good things about epitaph. but with the way the music industry'sbeen over the last couple of years,
and people not buying records anymoreand record stores closing, we just wanted to change it upa little bit. i've never judged them for itfor one second, you know. i think a band... it's-it's difficultto make a living as a musician. and a band's gotta do what theygotta do to get paid out there. something i read,put a lot of thought into,that entity is owned by... a huge, multinational conglomerate, which is probably the worst wordsyou can mention in the punk arena. just the other day i went therefor the first time for a meeting...
and walked into the lobby,and literally the hairs on my back stood up. and i'm just like, "oh, my god.i'm in the monster. " i'm standing in the lobby of the monster,and there's fox news on the wall. [heartbeat] well, at this point, everythingwith meaning in this worldbetter be prepared to be a brand. i always joke there's this placecalled hot topic at malls. i always call it the big churchof the commodification of subculture. because it's where, like, every bizarre subculturecan be friends at the mall.
so you've got your, like,sex pistols baby t's, you've got your anarchist's bracelets, your, like, little goth chokers, you know, your tim burton ephemera,your slip knot, your speed metal,your surfer, whatever. they're all friends.they're cheap. you know, this is corporate cultureeating everything that exists up. [man]#let me take you to the herding ground # # where all good menare trampled down # #just to settle a bet #
the pennywise deal that we did, we worked with pennywiseto give their albumaway for free, and we found a sponsor tomake sure that pennywise, um,was able to get paid for their art. [man on radio]now what was the... what wasthe rationale behind giving it away? [fletcher]we thought it would be a cool wayto give back to the fans. we figured if we...if we don't sell any records, then, uh, we'll be cool withjust getting some new fans. #and there will be sorrow # some people comparethe digital revolution,the web revolution...
to the industrial revolution. it's really more significantthan that. stores are no longer necessary. little shiny disksare no longer necessary. the trucks that ship the contentback and forth are no longer necessary. the warehouses are no longer necessary. and probably the record companiesthemselves are no longer necessary. # there will be sorrow no more # #no more ##
i think for some reasonrock musicians are judgedon a much stricter standard... than anyone else in our society...i have no idea why. you make one wrong turn,they call you a selloutor something like that. you know, you sell an mp3for 99 cents and they thinkyou're ripping someone off. you know, where they have no problem, you know, paying $3.99for a crappy coffee at starbucks,and it's not even a free-trade product. you know, it's like exploiting some...some peasant in nicaragua. you know what i mean?they'll go down there and chug it... and then they'll fill up their carwith shell oil, right?
and then they'll get mad at a band... for being in a, uh... in a nike commercial...having their music in a nike commercial... when they're fucking wearing nikes. forget punk.just ask yourself as a person... is it... how is one supposed tooperate ethically in this world... while at the same time pay your way? and the reality of having to make moneyand keep your family supported... and then being home,there's this huge kind of sacrificeon both ends. the wife and the husbandtrying to figure out that balance.
what are we paying for?what are these checks for? p.e. clothes, yearbook, planner, p.t.a. membership and foundation. p.e. clothes?did i have to pay for p.e. clothes? you know what? i mean, pennywise,to make a living, have to work. and pennywise work means... getting up on stage... and entertaining those who are willingto pay money to see them do so.
[hawk]they just got to learn to kick ass live,that's what it's all about. [laughs]you got to really know how to play music. well, now what you mayhave noticed is, uh, bands that, you know, would tour once a year,are now coming home once a year. um, i'm sorry i have tomiss your thing tonight, but i want you to doreally good, okay?okay. buckle up. [man]#all my bags are packedand ready to go # #i'm standin'here outside the door #
#i hate to wake you up to say good-bye #okay, everyone, be super goodto mom while i'm gone, right? #but the dawn is breakin'it's early morn # # the taxi's waitin'he's blowin'his horn #love you. #already i'm so lonesome i could die # # 'cause i'm leavin'on a jet plane # #don't knowwhen i'll be back again # #oh, babe, i hate to go # then you have a good tourand it's easy to keep going. i love everything about pennywise...their sound, their aggression on stage.just everything.
pennywise is sick.pennywise is great. i just like the basic beatand, like, the singer.i like everything about it. it's this sick, fast-paced punk band. explosiveness, like whenthey're singing on stage. i mean, there's black flag, there's,you know, all kinds of good stuff. but pennywise will always, always be in the top categoryof any punk rock bands, period. # 'cause i'm leavin'on a jet plane # [lindberg]right now i feel happy about it.
i understand that we're goin'out thereto play music and do somethin'for our fans, and i think we're stillplaying good music... and stoking our fans out,which is what it's all about. as long as we're doing that, i'll keep doing it...well, for a little while longer. as long as they keeptheir live show... as much funand as good as it is, i think, you know, no reason they can't goanother 10 or 20 years. #oh, kiss me and smile for me #
# tell me that you'll wait for me # #hold me like you'll never let me # # you'll never let me go # # 'cause i'm leavingon a jet plane # #oh, babe, i hate to go ## well, i just checked into my hotel in, uh, austria. - bologna, italy.- hamburg. - milan.- sardinia. landau, germany.
[rough voice]8:00 in the morning... on a flight back to milan. vocals shot, as usual. [man]#hey, where have you gone? # # you used to be the one # # that we looked up to # #seemed like nothingcould get you down # #how high was your price # #and was it worth it? #
write an "r." #from the start # #in the end # #it's all a question ofheart # #hey, where have you gone? # # you used to be the onethat we looked up to # #seemed like nothingcould bring you down # #how high was the priceand was it worth it? # kids sense an intrinsic valueto a live performance.
it's something that they're part of. it's something that's only gonna happenright then and there, for that moment,and then it's gone. and so they put a value on it, and that's one of the placeswhere artists can make money now. that's, like, maybe the main placefor most bands. #hey, where did it go? # #everything we fought for # #and everything it meant #
[mothersbaugh]touring is really something for peoplethat are in their 20s to do anyhow. # who i am, who i was # # who i wanna be ## [adolescent]the idea of touring at my age... is hard work. i'm not in a bandthat's at a level... that comfort is always... there. as the bands get older, you know, it's like,"boy, this isn't for me, you know.
i want a hotel."they deserve it. but i'm still trying. oh, yeah? what's the hotel?the econo lodge. the econo lodge. [lindberg]#everyday i convince myself # #of everything i can and can't believe # #abused, confused # #everyday you get a little bit older # #and everything gets hardyou wonder why #
#afraid, deranged # #hold on to your promise # # you can use it for a crutch # it doesn't matter who the band is,it's all spinal tap. everybody... no matter what you say,you know, you're playingthe same kind of venues, and you have the same kind of crewsand the same kind of flights... and the same kindofbad hotel food... and bad hotel experiences. okay.let's see what we got here.
we got a chicken sandwich,but... the bread has, like, weird pimentos. oh, man! what the hell is this?look at this stuff. this is what i'm talkin' about.like, what is that? i don't even know what that is. it looks like a huge,flattened booger. i don't know what to do with that. - # you can use it for a crutch #- my earl
#stand by while all your dreamsget trampled into dust ## this is the bunk areawhere everyone sleeps. usually when we're rollin' down the road, there's anywhere from 10 to 12 guys... sleeping in here at once. so it smells like a combination... of ass, farts, feet... and, um, a hint of ballsin there too. [groans]
i don't know where he is sometimes, and i don't know where he isright now. [woman]i think he's going tolots of different places. yeah. once he went to texas. [lindberg mutters]stay on the bus. right now i'm starting to realize, like, i don't wannado it this way anymore. you know, i don't wannasell the band out... at every possible opportunity.
i wanna... i want to just play to our fansat the place that we wanna play. i don't wanna do a bunch ofhype. i don't want to do all these thingsthat people think you have to doto make a band successful. oh, that's pretty bad. ## [electric guitar][laughing] oh, fuckin' right,it's great to be here. [crowd cheering] [lindberg]what happens to a lot of guys...you get up there and you're just sarcastic. "hey, chicago. how you doin'?who gives a fuck?
all right.what's goin'on today?how you feelin'?" and then you're, like,"i'm a dildo. i'm just... i'm not the real thing, you know? i'm just up here." you know, insert "milwaukee"where "chicago" was. oh, it's great to be here tonight.have i said that yet? i'm just being honest,'cause a lot of guys won't tell you this. they'll go up there and be, like,"no, the show last night was rockin'." but they won't tell youthey have hemorrhoids...
and their liver's fallin'apartbecause they had to drink,you know, a pint of whiskey... to get into their personalityfor the show. and they're a frickin' mess, you know. or they're like me...they're on ambien and, you know, hair dye. ## [guitar, drums] [chaos]in japan i was so sickfrom the night before... because everyone wantedto party with me. i started feeling nauseous in the van. i was, like, "oh, my god.i feel nauseous, dude."
i was, like,"i gotta puke. i gotta puke." they opened up the fucking sliding door,and the guy's holding me down. i'm throwing upout on the side of the freeway, dude.like... [imitates vomiting] i saw fletcher one timethrow up in the crowd one time. yeah, that's great.i saw him go... he's all... you know... [imitates vomiting]throw-up flies out of his mouth, dude. it turns out...[imitating camera clicking]like pictures like crazy of him. throw-up coming right out of his mouth,guitar in his hand, dude. he's, like... he's an artist.he's a vomit artist.
[fat mike]when i'm on tour,i'm drunk every day. for sure. i will not play sober. and i'm not one of those guyswho has a couple drinks before a show. you know,i will have four vodka drinksand maybe a valium. let's just get this one thing straight... michaeljackson...wow, he wrote some good songs, but he was a fucking child molester,so fuck him. this song is for michaeljackson... because this was actuallythe theme song of neverland.
here we go.it's called "fuck da kids."[cheering] # fuck da kids, fuck da kids # # fuck da kids, fuck, yeah, yeah ## every road guy, to me, is an actor. i mean, you have to make them thinkthat this song... you fucking hate now,you hate playing it, you don't even listen to it anymore, but you are playing it. to this person,it fucking means the world to them.
he can't believe you're singing thisright in front of him, and it's his one night outand your 900th night out. you're looking at your watch."how you doin'?" i got three days left. [rapping] # i named this randywith a can i am handy # #watch what i can dofuck all of you ## if you're touring with your band,the pettiness of traveling on the road... is ridiculous at times. [rapping]# my name is randyi look likejamie foxx #
let me hear ya.# if you ask me what i like,i'll tell you i like cocks # okay. here it is. # my name is fletcherand i am real big # # i cannot see my penis,but i sure can find a fork # [imitating blows landing] [lindberg]the other guys, i mean,especially fletcher, man, he wants to just keepdoing this forever, you know. at least i don't have hemorrhoids. at least i don'tcome back from the bathroom,fuckin' talkin' about,
"oh, my god. that outhouse... code red.you don't wanna see what happened in there." well, at leasti don't pee in the sink. hey, the sink's a perfect height.# fletcher pees in the sink # sink's a perfect height.#what do you think? # yeah. big fuckin' deal. i'm fuckin' drunk again.goddamn it.[crowd cheering] [lindberg]couple of the other guys in the banddon't have kids, and, um, you know,they wanna keep going. they wanna go out there and rage...
and go out and party every nightand play shows. that's totally fine. that's great. if you don't have kids to consider,that's an easy decision. when you'rejimmyfrom pennywise, and you're drawing anywherefrom 1,500 to 5,000 kids, and that's anywhere...not in the state,country-slash-the world... and you've got threeother people that are countingon you to keep it going, no longer are you just like...you're the singer. like you can't go, "oh, yeah, dude.pennywise withoutjimmy, that's cool."
you know, it's likeno one can replace the singer.it doesn't work. this band was fuckin' builton fuckin' backyard parties... and fuckin' budweiser, and we're never gonna stop... until i have to get a liver transplant, and then i'm gonna fuckin' slow downfor, like, a couple weeks. punk rock singers should be up therebleeding and drunk... and, you know...how we doin' up there? off their tree every night.
that's who they want you to be. they want you to be the tragic figure... of darby crash or sid vicious... and, you know, get on heroinand get drunk... and play totally fucked upand break bottles over your head. who wants to be that every day?you'll be dead by the time you're 30. it's like, you know,you write a song when you're 18, like "fuck the world.i'm gonna die before i get old." but then you get old,and you don't wanna die.
dyeing the goatee a little bit. gettin' a little gray.don't wanna disappoint the kids, let 'em think i'm gettin' old. so, a little hair dye on the old beard. look young again. don't tell anyonei'm doin' it though. don't want the secret to get out. we were going through the setfor the next blink tourthat starts this summer,
and, uh, there wasa couple songs that got cut... 'cause i'm, like, "look, i'm 37.i'm not singin' about jerking off... [laughing]right now." yeah, sometimes you feellike a birthday clown. there's definitelythat element in there. it's, like,"all right. these are little kids,and you're entertaining 'em. why not make a balloon animal, you know?they'd probably like that too." live fast, die, uh, a little bit older. i don't wear bootsand go do random actsof nihilistic destruction.
even thoughi thoroughly enjoyed doing so... as a teenager, right?[chuckling] i think that's probablythe right time to be doing it, you know. if you do it at my age,you're a terrorist. [man] here, let's play catchwith that diaper behind your head.there's a dirty diaper. [claps hands]throw it to me. come on!let's have some fun. i've been touring a lotin the last three yearswith nine inch nails. it's tough finding the balance, and i consciously work at thatbecause i work a lot.
##[hard rock] what do you think's in there...one or two? throw it, we'll figure it out.you know, i think it's two actually. just go ahead,throw it to me. #so fresh, so clean #whoa! i don't know. it's questionable.it's kinda heavy. [laughing]oh, gee! you gotta catch it. this was his to begin with.here. can you play catch?yeah.
this isn't even the mostscrewed-up part of the whole thing,playing catch with a dirty diaper. as my oldest son gets older,it's getting harder. you know, the morehe turns into his own person, the more he and i have this bondthat continues to get stronger and stronger, and he's turninginto a little boy, it's just tough being gone,and now we've got this newborn. [laughing] go! go, augie.
it's the late-night phone callswhere he's sad, or asking mewhen i'm gonna come home. that's the worst part. the rate and the volumethat nine inch nail's been touring, i just couldn't keep up with it right now.you know what i mean? augie. you know, i left the bandstrictly because of that. uh, because, uh,i needed to be around more. yeah, there's the "wa-wa." no, we're not walkingdown to it though.
we can look at itfrom across the street. all right.we're running a little bit late,okay, so let's keep going. all right. jacket off. i need to go to the bathroom.we'll get your jacket off,and we'll go to the bathroom. [mcllrath]my child is five years old.i've never been home for a halloween. you know, i've never seen heron halloween day... or with her trick-or-treating. it's little things like that...that sort of... that are sad momentsthat you miss, that you sacrifice. [lindberg]that's the hard part for me,
is knowing that there's thingsi wanna be present for. [woman]okay, go jump in the car. i missed the first day of schoolfor my kid this year... to go to europe and do extra showsthat i didn't wanna play, but the guys really wanted to do 'emand thought they were important. i hope my kids understand one daythat the reason i went on tour... is so i can give them everything. is that gonna...oh, ballpoint pen. okay.you got it. should we go seeif brighton's coming upthe street yet?
it's only exactly 3:00,so i'd be surprised if shemade it home yet, but... [mother]so how was the first day, you guys?good. was it fun?did you guys have a good time?[together] yeah. ready, get together.one, two.[camera shutter clicks] one more. one, two.emma, stop it. okay. one more.one, two. [no audio]hello. hi. we can't see you.yes. can you see me?daddy! lookit. there he is.
hi!i fixed it. [kate]# i am devo #are they there? and kelly was here,and we went school shopping.# i am devo, hoo-hoo # oh, you went school shoppingwith, uh, my sister?kelly. we went to go get supplies. uh-huh.where are you? there you are.how come you can see us? i don't know. you just had me,and now i'm gone.uh-oh. get yourself back. it's not quite the sameunless we can see you.i'll try. daddy, let me tell youabout my day, all righty?
okay. how was it?kate's trying to be in front of me,so i'm gonna wait till... good confetti.okay. go ahead. okay, dad. so do you want to hearabout my whole entire actual live day? yeah. let's hear it. dad? [traffic sounds, faint] growing up, my dad was a salesmanand had to wine and dine clients, you know, after work. and he missed out on baseball gamesand stufflike that.
i'll never forget this one gamethat i pitched, and i got... i pitched a two-hitterand we won the game. after the game, i, you know,wanted my dad to be proud of me. i came out, and he showed upat the end of the game and missed it all. even though i love my dad and stuff,i was, "how could you miss thatand not be there for me? like, that was such an important thing,and i wanted you to be proud of me. i won the game,and everyone cheered for me. " even though it was a long time ago,it still sticks with me, and i don't want to do thatto my kid, you know.
it's, like, i don't want themever to be, like, "where were you?" when i had my daughter, that's when i started toreally get angry at my dad. [camera shutter clicks] i didn't go to the park with my dad.i never went to a game with my dad. i never did anything with him. i was asking him about it.he was, like, "yeah, yeah. your mom usedto make me take you on weekends, you know, twice a month,but i didn't want you around." and he would, uh... he would be at the poolat his adults-only apartment building,
and i'd be inside, watching tv. [hoppus]i don't understand why they wouldlet me just roam the streets as a kid. when i was growing up,came home from school, and, you know,when the streetlights come on, it's time to come home. so that's a solid, like,three or four hours... where they just had no cluewhere i was or anything. that is wheels off. and they'd just drop us off at the park."all right. we'll come back in two hours.
you guys have fun. " and that was normal. for the first 10 years of my life,i was raised... from a single parent. my mom was a single parent. [flea]my dad left when i was real young. i had a stepdad who had a lotof major substance abuse problems. my mom was a full-time workerand didn't really have time... and wouldn't know what i was doing.
i once asked my dad... what the difference betweena republican and a democrat is, and his answer was,"we're republicans, son." [chuckling] so i don't know if that tells you. i just was not happywith my family life. i just didn't like my whole thing. my mom was so overboard christian, and my dad was a gun fanatic.
he trashed my place. he ripped off my postersand broke my records. and i ran away from home. my parents divorced at nine... when i was nine,so i had to be dad. my father leftwhen i was four, five. you know, took that walkfor the cigarettesand didn't come back. so we ended up on the welfare thing,eatin' the welfare food... velveeta and the big cansand all that shit.
the police would comeand knock on my windowand sneak us out... because my stepfatherwas in another part of the housewith a gun, threatening to shooteverybody in the house. but it's made mewant to be a better dad. i try to catch myselfwhen i see my dad coming through. i learned something about my father... and every other manthat's walked out on their kids. i learned that there are some peoplein the world that don't deserve children, and, um, that they really don'tdeserve them.
i mean, because my parentsjust didn't really do it. they weren't really present,and, you know, um, i don't think that they were reallyfocused on the job at hand. i don't think that they knew,you know? and i just, like, for me,i saw this little girl that i loved so much, and i wanted to be there for herat all times and to be there... you know, when she was real young,like, i stopped doing everything. i stopped drugs, and i stopped drinking.
i stopped smoking weed.it was, like, "i'm gonna be here for you." and whether i'mon the other side of the world, when you talk to me on the phone,i'm gonna be present, you know?" and, like... that's what parentsare supposed to do, you know. so i guess it's like i feel sadbecause i just feel like, you know, that my parents...it's kind of sad to me... 'cause they just never understood that. # father of mine #
#tell me where have you been # #just close my eyes # # my whole world disappeared # i just remember beinga really sweet boy... that wanted everybodyto just behave. i wanted my daddy would be my daddyand my mama to be my mom. and when i was six,my dad split to florida. he didn't pay child support. #take me back to the day #
#yeah, when i was stillyour golden boy # # back before you went away # # i was 10 years old # #doing all that i could # #wasn't easy for meto be a scared white boy # # in a black neighborhood # i was... i was abused.i was sexually raped by older boysin the neighborhood... when i was livingin the projects. #never be safe #
# i will never be sane # # i will always be weird inside # # i will always be lame # one of the thingsof the therapy i'm in right now, i'm dealing with a lot of the traumathat happened to me as a kid, as i go back as an adult... and comfort me as a child. #tell me how do you sleep # #with the children you abandoned #
#and the wife i saw you beat # when my daughter anna was born,i remember... she was born in the early afternoon. i remember sitting downon the couch... in our apartment... and feeling this weight,physical weight on me, like i had never felt. it just felt like an elephantwas sitting on my chest. i had no idea how to do this.i can barely take care of myself.
#i'm a grown man # # with a child of my own # #and i'll sweari'm not gonna let her know # #all the pain i have known # # daddy gave me a name # #daddy gave me a name # # then he walked away # #daddy gave me his name # #then he walked away #
#then he walked away, yeah ## okay, i'm gonna go outside and work.you wanna work on the tomatoes? plant that stuff?i am. dari, you wanna help me?no? all right. come on, nico. let's do it. you got the directions?do you have the seeds? let's do these over here. we're gonna test natural selectionis what we're gonna do. then we'll have to pull out the strong...keep the stronger ones.
'cause those are gonna be the onesthat'll make the tomatoes. it's really hardgrowing something from a seed.i'll be impressed if this actually happens. when mary and i got married,we wanted to have children. that was in the plan.[giggles] and the pregnancywent really well. but then something went wrong,and she had a stillbirth. and, um, i said,"can i see the baby? you know, bring me the baby. " they'd wrapped her upand sat and let me hold herand let me sit with her.
i talked to herand read her a story. just... just tried not to lose my mind. so i can still see that baby.i can still see anabella, you know. i can still see her face. she looked just like her mother. these kids need you, man. "cat's in the cradle" is so real. you know, that song? you know, promisin'the kid,"and we'll get together then, son."
you know,"we'll have a good time then." that's him when he was young, him and his brother sleepin', you know. just stuff... a lot of stuffwhen i wasn't there, like what he was doin'. those were his shoeshe was wearin', his last cup. this is his little thingwhen he was nine. that was him.
he just got this, his first tattoo."peters." so all the nephews and brother... and everybody's got...i even got one. can you see it? ##[piano] #my son, you're gone # #had a little fun # #good-byemy god, i'm numb # #now you're gone #
my kid was comin' down a streetthat was just about to get on to the freeway. this guy couldn't wait,and he went to make a leftright in front of my son, and my son, in front,instead of hittin' him, tried to... he veered. he didn't go to the hospital or nothin'. he was in the worst car crashthe towing company had seen in 10 years. the car was split in two,wrapped around a pole. they had to take two trucks to... he was killed instantly.
it was just so gnarly.it was, like, where was he? it was so gnarly in this thing. #my boy, i see you smile # #can feel you right beside me # #my sweet child # #i miss the games # #i miss the school plays ## my first parental instinct... when i heard my kid was killed...
ah, got an answer. got a gun. running to the gun.half-ass suicide. aaah. do i really wanna...blah, blah, blah. whoa, it's kinda gnarly. blah, blah, blah.this was the answer. my kid needs a jacket. uh, warm... somethin' to eat. you know what i mean? this is a gnarly trip.
i gotta go find himbefore he gets too far away. and i was just runningto go get my gun. i was almost happy, kind of, and there was not gonnabe any hesitation. and in a matter of a second, my, uh, other two boys came up, and i got so fuckin' bummed,i collapsed... and totally seized up and shit. so i couldn't go nowhere.
you know? i can't go nowhere. [adolescent]we've been through a lot, and, uh, this is the most important joba person can have... is that of a parent. and anybody who's lucky enoughto have children needs to understand that. this has to be everything. [flea]it's funny, you always hear aboutpeople saying, like, uh... that thing, the classic parent attitudeof, like, to a kid, like, "i brought you into this world!i gave you life, you know!"
like, i think completely opposite. like, my kids gave me life.you know? they gave me a reason. [alexakis]to become a real parent,whether you're a father or a mother, you have to... there has to bethis almost physiological change, definitely a psychologicaland spiritual change. there's a... there's a couple of kidsin the back of that wagon. the baby in the back... that's mine. this is arizona.
mmm. the transition that i was talking about,i think once it happened for one child, it was kinda in for,not just any other child i have, but for any child i ever see. i'm the kind of person,that if a kid's running looseat the airport, i'll pick 'em up. of course i'm sure i've freakeda lot of parents out. you know, "where's my baby? oh, that blond man with the tattoosand earrings is carrying her.
oh, that's... that's cool. that's kind of scary." but i think once they meet meand they see the way i hold a baby, they know that i'm a dadbecause kids know that i'm a dad. [hawk]i want to be present for my children,mentally and physically, and being gone all the timejust doesn't work into that. what, what, what,what, what, what? being home for a day or twohere and there... really doesn't give youthat bonding that you need.
[hoppus]being a parent is suchan indescribable thing... that when you talk to people...friends who don't have kids... and are maybe thinking about it or maybe,like, a friend whose wife is pregnant, they're, like, "oh, man, what's coming?what's gonna happen?" and you're, like,"i'm gonna tell you this. it's gonna changeevery single thing in your entire world, and i tell you that right now,but it'll be 10 times thatwhen it actually happens." it just really is like, uh... [laughs]it's like red matterfrom star trek, you know? it just sucks everything in,and your whole worldjust becomes...
this right here, and it's the mostamazing thing ever. my family comes first,regardless of anything, and that's the beautiful thingabout rancid... is that, like, me and mattboth have kids. i'm real lucky 'cause i've gotguys that i work withare super-involved... and super, um... i mean, they get it.they understand. they love those kids too.
so i've been really lucky with that. okay, give me your foot. [grunts] [family]#happy birthday to you # i love you.i love you. thank you very much, girls. [daughter]daddy, guess what?what? [lindberg]you get to a certain point in your life...what have i done and where am i going? and i think guys, girls, women, men...
they end up going through itat this time, you start saying, "do i like who i am, and do i want tocontinue being this person?" what i'm getting at is,this is a midlife crisis.[chuckles] you know, spelled out in a band. - [girl on phone] hi, dad.- hey, kiddo. what are you doin'? dad, i did my guitarevery day. you practiced your guitarevery day? yup.every day? yeah.even today?
yeah.yeah? awesome, b.i'm so proud of you. ##[acoustic guitar] #am i loud and clear # # or am i breakin' up # [peters]you look out the window,and you have a lot of time... of thinking about your familyand your kids getting older. # or are we just getting more lost # [lyman]then all of a sudden you find yourself...the years start going by quicker,
and you need to findhow you get off the road. [lindberg]i moved some dates around,so i'm flying home from texas... for the father-daughter dance. but the band doesn't know that. i'm sure when they find outwhy i switched the shows,they're all gonna be pissed. # we live on front porchesand swing life away # # we get by just fine hereon minimum wage # [lindberg]my middle daughter has never hadjust me alone for the father-daughter dance. she's always had to share mewith her older sister.
and i have to go to the danceand dance with two of'em at once. beautiful. my middle daughter definitely likeshaving just me and just my attention, so this is the one yearthat she will have that. #iflove is a labor,i'll slave till the end # #i won't cross these streetsuntil you hold my hand # #swing life away # #swing life away ## i'm willing to piss everyone offto make my daughter happy.
## [unplugged] [lindberg]the other day i get a five-page letterfrom the band... saying that i don't appreciatewhat we have... and, you know, basically,that i'm an asshole becausei won't tour enough... and won't tour as muchas they want, you know. i feel like this yeari've toured twice as much. just looks like every otherdowntown city i've been inin the last frickin' month and a half. i added it up...we did, like, 115 shows this year. i'm definitely burnt outfrom playing shows...
and just need a little break. fuck.# i need a red bull # this isn't somethingthat has a lot of precedent. if you're a big rock star,you know, it's no question. you go on tour,you make millions of dollars. and then if you're a small band,people know that you can't continueto do it past a certain age. i'm, uh... you have a listfor club nokia? when you're rightin the middle like this,it's kind of difficult. last name: lindberg.l-l-n-d-b-e-r-g.
do you have fletcher dragge, byron... lindberg. james orjim. yeah. yeah. [man]motherfucking pennywisel[crowd cheering] los angeles, we are pennywisefrom hermosa beach. [cheering]how you doin'? whoo-hoo! are you ready?
let's do this shit. all right.let me hear you scream! [lindberg]we got to see the world. we made a lot of great fans,and we had a good time doing it. but i'm up there tryingto be a good lead singer of a band...are you ready? and a good dad at the same time.are you ready? and you start to worryif you're doing a bad job at both. oh, shit. oh, thank god.are you ready?
i have, you know, been in placeswhere there's that fan... and the adulationand stuff like that,and it's huge. you know what?i got an ego just like anyone else,and i like that. it feels good. but you know what?still, you know, you come home,and..."hey, dad." i got a house full of teenagers,and they're still here, and they haven't moved out. and, you know, to me,that's just the crown... for me. i just love that.that's awesome. growing up here in hermosa beach,i learned from bands like black flag...
and the circlejerksand the descendents. you don't have to kill yourself,you know, playing a different show every nightfor months and months and months. you do it as much as you canand still live your life and be happy. we got one more song. before this song happens, i'm gonna invitefuckin' our band up here. this has never happenedin the fuckin' history'cause it's kind of fuckin' gay, but we're doin'a group hug up here.
randy, get your ass over here.byron, get your ass out here. don't make me drag youfrom behind that kit. what? group hug. i don't know what.byron, come here. [lindberg]pennywise, motherfuckers.let's hear it for us. this is a fuckin' family up here,motherfuckers! this shit don't happen. [laughing]i love you guys. i love you guys!
[lindberg]i guess it's part of usgetting to a certain age, but our drummer's mom passed away, and then fletcher's brotherpassed away. you know, we had jason. [crowd chanting]pennywise! pennywise! [lindberg]you know, we're all men. it's hard to sit thereand pour your heart out to each other. [crowd shouting, cheering] l.a., i love you!here we go!
#whoa, oh, oh, oh # everyone here, let me hear you. let's hear it! yeah, to you! #whoa, oh, oh, oh ## thank you, l. a! we're pennywise!we'll see you next time! ##[fades] [lindberg]we did something and it was great, and it was filled withall the drama oflife...
the tragedy, the success,the fun times, the not-so-fun times. it's time to just putthe final chapter on it. kind of made the decisionin, like, the last few hours... that i'm gonna tell the guysthat i don't wanna do it anymore. it's a crazy day.i quit pennywise today. yeah. it's official. i told randy and byron,but fletcher won't answer my phone callsfor the last three days. i didn't want to be sittingin a hotel in pittsburgh... and missing the soccer gameand the piano recital.
i didn't want to miss outon some important thing... that i needed to be there forfor my kids... or miss some lessonsthat they needed to be taught... that i wasn't there for. now is a great opportunityto try different things with writing... or other types of music... or doing soundtrack stuff. but at the same time,i'm not above anythingto take a regular job. [bean on radio]the, uh, statement came down on friday.
let me read this,and then we'll discuss. "after 19 years with pennywise,jim lindberg has decided to step downas lead singer, and we wish jim the best luckin his new ventures, whatever they may be. " but "f"him, it says here.[kevin]i don't think it... i'm sorry. that was an ad lib. he's got a family,and he wants to... [kevin] he's a punk-rock dad,for god's sakes. he wants to be more dadand less punk rock, it sounds like. [fletcher]um, you said that.i didn't say that. i mean, like, we gotta respectthe fact that he wants to spendmore time with his family,
and he doesn't want to tour as much. you don't take risksand you don't gamblewith your children. you can take risks for yourself.i don't think we have the rightto take risks with our children. there's one thing to be an individual.there's another thing to be an individualat the cost of the people around you. i'm tired of watchin' my life go bylike a fuckin' really fast movie. it's like a fuckin' bad twilight zone. i'm raising my kid... the way i wish i had been raised. i think that's whatwe're all doing.
someone said the other day to me,"man, i wish you were my father." i go, "me too. i wish i was my father too." i know there's kids out therethat might be watching this... or can relatethat are from broken homes, and that you've clung to that anger. but you learn over time,you learn to take the anger... and make it something positive. you take a negative to positive,which is gonna put you on top,
which is another whole type oflevelof punk rock feeling... oflike flippin'a switch. [lindberg]i just felt there was a better worldout there, that with a little bit of unityand cooperation, we could allmake this place better. and it's very idealistic,it's a very young person's wayoflooking at the world. but i think once you get older,you get a little more realistic, but that's what i wanna have,that's what i wanna hold on to... is that feelingthat we can make a change out there.
maybe the way we change the worldis by raising better kids... and being more attentiveto those kids. and, um, maybe that's howwe change the world... instead ofby writing a punk rock song,maybe we just be better parents. ##[acoustic guitar continues] i wanna be around for my kids.i wanna be, um... i wanna be therewhen they want me to be there, and i think that'sthe punkest thing of all. #ah-ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah #
#but the politicswere too convenient # #in the depths of their humanity # #all i saw was bloodless ideology # # with freedom as a doctrine # #guess who was the new authority # she wants usto start a swear jar. but i thinkall the money'sgonna go to her. so it's, you know...she'll call you out on it. you'll be, like, "damn it."and she's, like, "daddy."
i mean, crap!"crap" is like a quarter. i'm, like, crap is...no, "crap"is in the dictionary. does anybodyreally get offendedby the word "fuck"? anybody? really?i don't think so. but yet, when we'rearound people thatwe don't know that well, we don't say it. let's bring downthese wallsbetween people. the word "fuck"can being us togetheras humans. fuck the neighbors.
[woman chuckling] why?i don't know.they're close by. i don't knowwhat's going on. [choking sound]sounds likethat cat's dying. i'm not a cat guy. it was the first time i hadto, uh, actually lay downthe law as a dad, and it was not easy. the thing i can't give himis orange juice. there's just a blowoutafter that, man. it's just like you'rerunning around witha bucket behind him.
the craziest colorscome out.you know what i mean? you're like, "what kindof fuckin' shade of greenis that?" i wish i could getmy hair that color. i'll never beas old as devo. i keeptelling myself that. [woman] can i ask howold you are? is that okay?yeah. how old are you?thirty-eight. no, 58.i know i had you fooledthere for a second. - #i was a teenage anarchist ##- [disgusted grunt]
ah, it's not too bad. all right. let's gobefore i get in trouble. shit! let's go. [panting] goddamn it.
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